This is going to get long; if anyone has any thoughts I'd like to 'hear' them.
So I have bled in every single pregnancy, except this one (so far). Even with my very first, albeit a one time small pinkish episode, it was still something. This time, nothing. It kinda freaks me out. Which, I know, is weird. I'm wondering if it means that the placenta is behaving this time. I've had 4 ultrasounds and they didn't look at the placenta in any of them. I am going nuts not knowing where it is. Where the placenta is will totally decide how the rest of this pregnancy will go.
With my last 2 it was in the upper right corner (called the fundus). Usually it's the very best place the placenta can be, it's the strongest part of the uterus. For me, it's bad. Really bad. I mean 'bleed out or hysterectomy' bad.
If it's lower down, or on the other side; anywhere but the upper right corner; I'll be good to go (I hope).
Maybe the no bleeding is a bad thing. The placenta is embedding itself early and it's going to grow through. I was told I might end up with a colostomy bag after I had my daughter, they thought the placenta had grown into my bowel. They were going to do exploratory surgery to see what was going on.
How am I supposed to not be freaked out? Especially when they won't tell me where the placenta is.
Please pray that the placenta is behaving itself in there, and that it is away from the 'bad spot'. I'm trying to be hopeful, but there is a very real chance that I will die. Placenta accreta has a 10% mortality rate, increta even more and percerta even more.
Placenta accreta is just about unheard of in the absence of placenta previa; lucky me.
We are hoping that *someone* has a plan, and hoping that the plan isn't for me to die. Hopefully our miracle baby won't be the end of me.